This is possibly the hardest blog I've ever had to write. It tells the sad, pathetic little story about how I fell for a 48 year old man. How I trusted him, cared about him, understood him and yes, loved him; and up until very recently, I thought he felt the same way about me. :'(
Please don't think I'm trying to make this situation all about me, because it's not. I wouldn't be where I am today if it wasn't for your undying support and understanding. You all believed in me from the start, and accepted me for who I am, and I honestly cannot thank you enough for it. Trying to bring this...this hobknocker to justice was the very least I could do; I don't deserve to be on any Honors List.
First of all, you should know that Katydidit and I were friends; we were best friends. He listened to me. For the longest time, I thought he cared about me and understood me. For a little while, he was the only reason I was even on this wiki. He's even the reason I started to make blogs.
To find out that this man that I loved and cared about so much, the man that I repeatedly disobeyed my parents to go and talk to, turned out to be...the type of man that he is, had to be the most intense heartbreak I have ever endured. To think that I actually trusted him. It just makes me feel so foolish, and I'm so embarassed.
However, the bottom line is, this man was a pedophile. He was a lunatic, who got a sick pleasure from playing with women's emotions. What happened to me was miniscule compared to the god-awful things he said and did to Samlovesham, Alica123 and Churchpants.
Let this be a lesson to myself and all of you to never get too close or attached to anyone over the internet. Oftentimes, the ones that seem the most harmless, turn out to be the most dangerous. If only I had listened to my parents (namely my mother) when they had told me this time and time again.
That's it. :P I actually feel better, now! :)
XOXOXO Cartoonprincess 14:04, July 31, 2011 (UTC)