After a long and hard think about being a admin and taking into consideration all the comments left on the results of the poll and to you guys on chat. I decided what i will do, I am going to be using my new account, with no powers or anything like that until I come back from hospital.
Consider it a holiday of sorts and that when I am out of Hospital and rested and stuff, I will make my final choice. I can use this time to figure out whats best not only for me but whats best for everyone.
I want to thank, xx, Alica, Slappy, Emily, Daisy and everyone else who helped me come to my decision. I love you all and i just want to do what best for you...♥